Dear you,
Ever since I was 14 years old you showed me what love was. You allowed me to grow within myself. I discovered what it was like to need somebody, to know that when I woke up in the morning that you were there for me. 3 years later at 18 years old I find myself stuck. Stuck on you and your emotional abuse. You don’t even know what you actually do to me. You put my mind in a state of self consciousness and I make myself believe I’m truly unworthy. I could name more reasons right now why I hate you, then why I actually love you. Will hate over power love… Probably not. But I want more pros then cons. I believe it’s time to turn the pages, because I don’t need to be tortured, you don’t deserve me, and you never will. Just because I will always love you doesn’t mean I’ll always try. The moment you decide to treat me like a princess, kiss me, touch me, tell me you love me like I’m everything and more to you. Will be the day I hold your hand again and proudly call you my boyfriend. Till then, you’re just somebody that I used to know.
Was once forever yours,
Your baby
